What you feel is real but if you do not feel it, then, your feeling will be getting noisier to make you feel. Your feeling wants you to notice how you feel and follow it. You might be scared of feeling because you do not know what will happen. The life we have is always unknown. But, our life in this earth with who you are is limited. Just take the first step, then, your heart leads you to your destination you want. And, the destination will be your happiness.
The energy has been changed before and after the solstice. The full moon brought some more powerful energy to you and the earth. Maybe many things have happened to you and the world since this year started. Some might feel stuck or slow movement, but after the solstice, the energy is moving toward. Especially, if you look at in you and contemplate, what you will see is different from before.
We are in the world of lots of information. Some are useful and some are not. Some are correct, but some are not. Some people might be suffocate by these information and confused what you need to do.
Please stop and ask yourself. Your body and mind know what you need to do next. You are moving to the next chapter of your life. This summer, please go to nature or where you can be yourself. Ask yourself and find what steps you want to take or you need to take. Your heart will tell you the answers, because your heart knows.
In the Northern Hemisphere, we officially started autumn season from September 23rd and the day has equally day and night, then, from the day, our night time is getting longer and longer.
The message I got for this Autumn Equinox is
Our society will be more clearly divided into 2 types of people, one in focus on their shadow self unconsciously, and another one is trying to focus on their light part of themselves. Many of us still in between, but if you continually live in fears, angers etc, and if not to try to forgive, or find peace, then, you tend to keep going in the same situation over and over. Many of planets have been retrograded, meaning you have an opportunities to face your fears and angers that hold you back. These retrograde probably brings back some unwanted memories, people or feelings, but if these are coming back, then, please face it. You cannot suppress anymore these things to keep walking. If you are hard to forgive some people and/or situations, ask why you cannot. Usually, you can find some roots cause in you, not them. So, if you can find it, then, let it go. Then, you will feel you can forgive these people and/ or situations little bit easier. This is why forgiveness is for you, not for people hurt you, ultimately. This is really good time to check and let go something no longer serve you for your best.
You can be a light in your family and community. You can be a love that you want and people want. Just choose to be light and love. God will show you the way. Use your inner power wisely to align with love not fears or angers.
The breakthrough you have wanted is coming but don’t know when. So, keep walking and don’t give up. Take a rest when you get tired. ❤️
““Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.”
Matthew 24:42-44 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/mat.24.42-43.NIV
Full moon is here for us to cerebrate how far we have come.
The load you walk might be really long and bumpy, but the bumps are for you to grow. If we had only smooth and sweet life, then, we would not have chance to grow strongly.
You might not understand right now why you have gone through this way, but everything has planed for you by God with great purpose for your life. You might feel no one with you, but God is always with you to help and support.
Look up the sky to see the moon and the stars that they are always with you. Birds are singing, butterflies are flying, trees are giving shades…you are not alone on your journey, and you will see the light at the end of the tunnel, so keep walking and take a rest when you are tired.
When you look back your journey in the future, you will be surprised how your journey is colorful and lots of blessings.
We all have something in our hearts such as good and bad memories. Good memories help us to keep walking where we are heading to. But, bad memories, we should use them wisely to learn, grow, moving to new you etc.
If you wanna use your bad memories and experiences to help you to grow, one thing we can do is face them. It is scary and not pleasant at all, but, if we avoid to see them now, then, we repeat the situations or bring things to feel the same feelings as you have, then, God push you to face them eventually. And, it is not really fun at all as some of you might know. So, if you feel you repeat some events, feelings etc, then, please stop and look at in your heart. What is the trigger for you to feel this, How you feel now, why you feel this, when this start etc.
You might cry, but, it is ok. You got hurt, but, you have tried to walk, kept pushing you to go through and move on. So, just give you a time to stop, reflect, release and rest.
It is a wonderful time to release anything no longer serve you now since full moon is coming soon. Be honest with yourself. No one is laughing at you, or judging you. If you feel you are judged even you do this process by yourself, then, check yourself. You might really hard on you. Be gentle yourself. You always work hard for yourself, so be kind to yourself.
Healing journey is like peeling onions. You peel one layer, then, another one shows up. It seems never ending, but, when you face and heal your major themes in your life time, you will be free from it.
Do not give up. Take your time to do it. healing journey is marathon not sprint. So, take detours and smell roses sometimes, or just relax, sleep or eat etc. It will help you to keep walking. You will be surprised how far you have come in the future and how your life has changed.
Sometimes things are rough. We are in difficult situations, having hard times, and in bad relationships.
We struggle a lot in these situations, and think, worry, depressed…
But, actually it is just perfect.
The situation you are in seems really difficult.
The relationship you have might not really wonderful.
But, it is just perfect for you to learn and grow.
You might have some mean people in your life.
Maybe, you are in place where you don’t like.
It is quite difficult to realize this, and we should get out from toxic situations and relationships, of course. But, once you can realize you see the situations quite differently.
So, you do not have to cry for your past mistakes or bad situations you were or are in, because it was and is for you to become bigger and better person. It was/is just God’s plan for you to grow.
We are like a flower. We need rain. We need sometimes harsh weather or environment to be stronger, and have a beautiful season to bloom.
So, you are just in perfect situation now.
If you realize, you will get some openings and helps for you for new life.
Many people are frustrated around the world in this challenging situation, but please see the big picture, long term goal. I believe we all want to feel safe again no matter where you are, whatever you do. So, please think once more what you need to do now. No one wants to be in this kind of situation. But, we are. So, let’s think what we can do for our community, the world and the earth.
In the sky, we have new moon in Taurus. Usually, new moon is a good time to start something new. And here is the message from the moon.
“Start what you want to do now!”
I understand many of us have stayed home and maybe bit tired, but we still want to protect ourselves and our loved ones. So, start from small things like remembering what you really want to do, where you can start or learn, who you want to be etc. When we all out of the situation, you can start immediately.
Have a lovely week!
www.bible.com/111/rom.16.17-18.niv
