Family

If you have a family/parents/siblings you wanna see every holiday, then, you are blessed. Every family has some kind of problems, but if you still want to see them,then, you should be happy.

If you are from abusive family, then, you are not alone. I am also the one. If your family member well hide their true natures, then, not many people can understand, and usually quite hard for other people to resonate with your problems, because your problems might out of the box type of problems to other people. Family is the first and only world for babies and infants. So, usually, what they see, experience and learn from it, it is their whole and only world until they see different types of families in their lives. So for people from abusive families, what they experienced is the normal things for them and they might not realize that their experiences should not be happened to them.

Even among siblings, what they experience is different, because we all have different life purpose to be here. One might be have looks like normal life, but one might have break their ancestral karmic ties. If so, this one tend to have harder life than other siblings.

They are usually perceived as a black sheep, a trouble child, rebellious etc. They might not know their mission to be here, but usually they are here to change their family cultures to relate old patterns and welcome new patterns. If you are the one, or someone in your family is like that, then, you might understand. How difficult to understand what they are doing. They usually are isolated from their family if you get what they need to do or feel uncomfortable.

If you have a family member of like this, then, please think why they do what they do before you try to fix them. If you are the one, then, ask yourself what you are doing and what you want to bring into your life and family line. It is ok to be different from your family because we are always individual. Your life is not the same as your parents or siblings. This is your life. You can choose and design your own life to be happy even your family is not happy about it.

If your friends have problems with their family, then, you do not have to understand them but, please do not judge them. It is quite hard for them to live with the experiences. In any religious teachings, it always teaches that you mush respect your parents. But, if you are in abusive environment, then, leave first, then, protect yourself first and start respect and honor yourself. You do not have to feel guilty to be separate from your family if you are suffering, or you do not need to forgive them until you are ready, and even you could forgive them, you can isolate from them. And, please do not give up on yourself. You tend to have tougher life than usual. Ask your friends or God to send a help and nurture yourself with your love.

I do understated it takes a lot of times, but just do not give up on you, because you deserve healthy happy life with love from others, and please know that your experiences could help other people in the future. God and angels are always with you and watch over you.

Hope is on the way-Message for April

This year’s Easter was March 31st. The last day of the month. It is quite good coincidence to start new month right after Easter. Many new energies coming to many situations. So, I got a message from Jesus Christ since it was resurrection Sunday.

Hope, hope is on your way. You have gone through rough water so far since new year started. But, you have not given up on yourself and the situation. What you have gone through is just what you needed to for next chapter. Have faith and keep praying. Prayer is the way to talk with me, so keep talking. Even you do not feel that you are heard, but I am here with you and hear you. What you are going through will change day by day. You might not feel any changes right now, however, you will know. You will know I have been with you to support and fight for you. Rely on me. You are not alone. Your hope is on your way. Your faith will turn around the situation. You will know.

I am a psychic medium, so many spirits call me to help them to go to the next place. I was called to visit a museum at Yasukuni shrine where many soldiers sprits are and the museum has various things from the wars and many stuff soldiers left behind. I released energies from these things to heaven. After I finished and came out the museum, angel’s ladder appeared as if their souls are moving up. Jesus and angels are always with you, please remember.

Releasing your mind-Message from Saturn

Planet Saturn has been retrograding until November 4th, 2023. So, I asked Saturn if any message for us at this time of period, and here is the message I got.

Our mind is trapped by so many things, like what we learned when we were young, the traditions we grew up, what other people have said to you including your parents, teachers…etc…These things might make your life little bit difficult than it supposed to be. Fears, worries, customs, thought of others….many things are in our minds. There are, of course, many good things. In this time of Saturn retrograde, by the way, “retrograde” this is what human think, many things that causing you to be trapped might be coming up. If so, then, please release them without hesitation or being afraid. Eventually, your minds are getting lighter and lighter…then, you will notice you are tapping into new chapter of your life.

Full moon is also coming soon and your feelings and emotions might be heightened than usual. If so, please take a rest and have a cup of tea to find your peace in you. If you need to decide something, do not be in rush, take a time to think, and decide wisely.

Choose Love- New Moon Message

Do you feel as if you are surrounded by lots of problems? Do you feel like problems or troubles come to you endlessly?

Then, please know that you have good things also in your life, but you cannot realize because you focus on your problems. So, please change your focus on good things in your life and do things from love over angers or fears from now on while you are tackling your situations. Appreciate what you have. Grateful that your lessens of your situations.

When you change your perspective toward your situations and life, your life will be changing gradually and you will feel more happiness and peace in you.

Your life will be brighter than you feel now. Enjoy your life now on this earth at this moment.

Message from Harvest Moon

The moon is now becoming full soon. So many things have happened in this world right now. Your mind might be busy, full of anxiety, insecurity etc. But, the moon wants us to be calm. Here is the message.

This is the time for you to be calm and empty your mind. You might feel like you are not able to do that, but you can. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Imagine the full moon in you, and look at the moon with your heart. What can you see? Some people might see rabbits, some might see witch flying on bloom, some might see your loved ones, some might see your favorite foods….imagine something that make you feel warm, calm, loved, nurtured, safe…feel you are in these feeling. These feelings are you want to feel whenever you want to be calm. Remember, you are safe and loved even you do not feel it. The path you are walking seems really ups and downs and not so easy, but you are not alone. You are protected, guided and loved. So, please keep going and remember keep your mind quiet and calm even this world is filled with so many things that might make you upset. You are safe.

New Moon in Virgo

The moon is now in complete darkness, then, slowly coming out and moving forward to full moon. Now your new doors are about to open, and you will soon to experience quite new.

From the last full moon, you might face your fears that block you to have happier life. Now you have some space to enjoy your new life. If you still feel your fears and darkness coming up from bottom your heart, then, keep working. You are soon to enter your new journey which brings you to your ideal life step by step.

When your inside changes what you see will be changed accordingly. The people you are with now and the places you are now will bring different experiences to you. These changes are coming from you, and not because your outside changes. Even you go to the same places with same people, you see differently.

So, the new moon is asking now to imagine your dream life. How you want to feel and what you want to experience. Imagine you are already there and feel how you feel when you are there.

All your hard work will be payed off, and you will soon be happier than now.

Full Moon In Aquarius

Full moon is coming soon and you might feel the energy from the moon. The energy is quite strong this time to lead us to release old wounds we have for a long time. The wounds you do not want to even see or think about.

It is like spring cleaning for your mind and heart to have new begging with clear mind, because if you are stuck in your old wounds, then, it comes up and try to create similar situations over and over to actually make you realize that you are no longer living in the situations.

But, we just avoid to face these old wounds, because it is painful. It is painful, but it becomes more painful if you keep them in you. So, this is the time to release the situations and pains from you to have brighter and happier life.

Think about the one area of your life that you want to improve. Then, think about what do you want to in the area, and also what situation coming up in the area over and over. Ask what is the lessons from the situation. Then, probably, you will find the root of the pain and situation. This might be in your childhood experience, this might be from your imaginations, or some relationships etc…you will find a-ha moment in the process of the releasing. That is the sign that you can release the root of your wounds.

After the releasing process, take a rest and drink lots of water. I hope you can find peace with your old situations, and know that you did nothing wrong. Please forgive yourself to move forward with love to yourself ❤️

Eclipse Message May 2022

Eclipse is happening soon for us to bring a chance to change your patterns. The patterns that you do want to change but you have not changed. We all have some kind of patterns in our life whether good or bad, you like it or not. Such us, you might always find yourself in conflicted situations, maybe you always have some people who do not respect you, or make you feel unworthy etc…

Do you want to change this patterns and have better life? If so, there is an opportunity for you with this eclipse. Be honest with yourself and what kind of situations, patterns and/or beliefs you have in you to bring these patterns in your life. The first thing we need is to know what you have and accept the things you have, and take responsibility what you have. If you want to change, please decide and take accountable for your life.

The message I got from the eclipse is;

“Do not be afraid of the change you want to make. You just want to have a better life than you have now, so tap into unknown territory that you will have in near future. Your life will be much brighter than you think now. The life is sweeter than you have now. You will have the power to see, accept and change what you have now and no longer serve you, so be courage to do that for you, not for anyone, but for you. You are the reason you live, so if you want to change, then, you can. See the future with hope, and feel the future with the light, and experience the new life the you will bring for you. Because, you will enjoy your life more than you do now. Have faith on God and you, yourself.”

Relationship is…

Friend of mine once asked me what relationship is when she had problems with her own fears relate to her boyfriend long time ago.

So, I told her relationship is like two people holding a cup together.

In this case, the cup is not plastic as you can imagine.

Maybe China that really precious and beautiful but sensitive and fragile.

You can imagine how hard to hold a cup with two people.

We need to keep balance, and when one hand gets tired another hand needs to support another hand and make sure to not drop it.

I believe that we can say same thing for our any relationship.

Unfortunately or fortunately, relationship cannot really visible.

This is why often we get misunderstood and makes things complicated.

But, if you imagine that our relationship is a beautiful cup that we wanna treat well and keep the beauty forever, then we know what to do.

Building relationship is taking a time and effort.

Sometimes, maybe not so beautiful, but ugly.

But, everyone involved needs effort to make the relationship works.

We all have egos, prides and fears, but if you know how your cup is precious, then, please think about what is the benefits to keep your egos and how these affect the relationship.

So, please look at your heart to find something that no longer serve your life, and admit and release them to build strong relationship with your loved ones.

You don’t have to be in rush to do that.

But, take one steady step toward to the cup.

If you do that, then, your partner knows how you value your relationship even it takes a time.

And this makes the hands that holding the cup and the cup itself stronger and more beautiful than ever.

4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. (1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV)

“Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up. But pity anyone who falls and has no one to help them up. Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? Though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken.”

‭‭Ecclesiastes‬ ‭4:9-12‬ ‭NIV‬‬