Family

If you have a family/parents/siblings you wanna see every holiday, then, you are blessed. Every family has some kind of problems, but if you still want to see them,then, you should be happy.

If you are from abusive family, then, you are not alone. I am also the one. If your family member well hide their true natures, then, not many people can understand, and usually quite hard for other people to resonate with your problems, because your problems might out of the box type of problems to other people. Family is the first and only world for babies and infants. So, usually, what they see, experience and learn from it, it is their whole and only world until they see different types of families in their lives. So for people from abusive families, what they experienced is the normal things for them and they might not realize that their experiences should not be happened to them.

Even among siblings, what they experience is different, because we all have different life purpose to be here. One might be have looks like normal life, but one might have break their ancestral karmic ties. If so, this one tend to have harder life than other siblings.

They are usually perceived as a black sheep, a trouble child, rebellious etc. They might not know their mission to be here, but usually they are here to change their family cultures to relate old patterns and welcome new patterns. If you are the one, or someone in your family is like that, then, you might understand. How difficult to understand what they are doing. They usually are isolated from their family if you get what they need to do or feel uncomfortable.

If you have a family member of like this, then, please think why they do what they do before you try to fix them. If you are the one, then, ask yourself what you are doing and what you want to bring into your life and family line. It is ok to be different from your family because we are always individual. Your life is not the same as your parents or siblings. This is your life. You can choose and design your own life to be happy even your family is not happy about it.

If your friends have problems with their family, then, you do not have to understand them but, please do not judge them. It is quite hard for them to live with the experiences. In any religious teachings, it always teaches that you mush respect your parents. But, if you are in abusive environment, then, leave first, then, protect yourself first and start respect and honor yourself. You do not have to feel guilty to be separate from your family if you are suffering, or you do not need to forgive them until you are ready, and even you could forgive them, you can isolate from them. And, please do not give up on yourself. You tend to have tougher life than usual. Ask your friends or God to send a help and nurture yourself with your love.

I do understated it takes a lot of times, but just do not give up on you, because you deserve healthy happy life with love from others, and please know that your experiences could help other people in the future. God and angels are always with you and watch over you.

Happy 2025!

We will close 2024 shortly and welcome 2025. In 2024, some of you probably had time to reflect old patterns, wounds and/or emotions to release these and move forward new cycles. In 2025, you will be able to take big new step toward to your one of dreams that you might forget about and/or kind of giving up in the past. The key message I got is “releasing fears and allow yourself to be happy and happier.”

We all want to be happy but sometimes in our unconscious level, we stop ourselves to be happy. Why? Because, this is new territory to experience. If you are familiar with what you are in right now, you might be scared of being into different water even that is what you want and better that you expected. But, in 2025, you will have an opportunity to get what you want or better experiences in your life.

Do you want that life? Then, releasing your fears, especially fear of being happy and happier. The new chapter you are able to go into is full of potentials and bringing lots of loves and joys. Well, it is easy to say, correct? Then, pray this “I pray that I release all the fears I have now to prevent me to have happier life I deserve. I allow myself to receive all the things my life offers me to experience wonderful life. I allow myself to be happier and happier every day and I accept all the help from God for my life. I am happy and I will be happier day by day. In Jesus name, Amen.”

If any uncomfortable emotions and/or memories come up, then, recognize and say thank you to these emotions/memories to release, and ask God to help you to release and ease you. God and angels are always with you and support you, and believe that you will take big step into new chapter of your life in 2025.

Happy 2025!

Choose Love- New Moon Message

Do you feel as if you are surrounded by lots of problems? Do you feel like problems or troubles come to you endlessly?

Then, please know that you have good things also in your life, but you cannot realize because you focus on your problems. So, please change your focus on good things in your life and do things from love over angers or fears from now on while you are tackling your situations. Appreciate what you have. Grateful that your lessens of your situations.

When you change your perspective toward your situations and life, your life will be changing gradually and you will feel more happiness and peace in you.

Your life will be brighter than you feel now. Enjoy your life now on this earth at this moment.

New Moon in Virgo

The moon is now in complete darkness, then, slowly coming out and moving forward to full moon. Now your new doors are about to open, and you will soon to experience quite new.

From the last full moon, you might face your fears that block you to have happier life. Now you have some space to enjoy your new life. If you still feel your fears and darkness coming up from bottom your heart, then, keep working. You are soon to enter your new journey which brings you to your ideal life step by step.

When your inside changes what you see will be changed accordingly. The people you are with now and the places you are now will bring different experiences to you. These changes are coming from you, and not because your outside changes. Even you go to the same places with same people, you see differently.

So, the new moon is asking now to imagine your dream life. How you want to feel and what you want to experience. Imagine you are already there and feel how you feel when you are there.

All your hard work will be payed off, and you will soon be happier than now.

New Moon Message

New moon is not visible from us. But, energy comes to us. This time of new moon, it was like wind turn the direction. like if you have experienced some difficult times, this might be a time for you to open a new door if you are ready.

So, question is “are you ready?”

Enjoy your new journey. You deserve it.

Solstice. Beginning of Summer/Winter

This is the time to change the season, from spring to summer/ autumn to winter. You might experience that some suppressed negative feelings coming up to surface right now. It is the sign that it is the time to release some old wounds and beliefs that causing the feelings.

When some old feelings come up, it is not fun, actually. It is quite painful and sad, but it is the past experiences not at this moment. So, do not allow the feelings to dictate you and your future life. Please remember, this is the sign to release the cause of the feelings.

So, sit quietly to go into your deep down to find the roots. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Go back to the first event that causing your feelings. Do you have any similar experiences in your life? Have you felt similar feelings in the past? Ask yourself and the universe to help you to find the roots of your pains and release them. You might find the roots in your childhood of just one words from your parents, teachers, siblings etc…like ugly, stupid, fat etc…we all were innocent and did not know the world and yourself, so you could easily absorb the words, situations etc to make these as your truth. But, were they true?

These events might contribute your beliefs to make unwanted patterns in your life. The beliefs about yourself, financial situation, career, and any kind of relationships. For example, if you have belief that you are not worthy, then, you always attract something that is not the best thing, or even you have an wonderful opportunity to take or receive, you might just reject or sabotage somehow the opportunity. Do you want to continue the patterns to have unwanted experiences or do you want to have better experiences in your life for yourself?

It is up to you. The universe has given us so many opportunities to release unnecessary beliefs and patterns from your life. If you are ready to change your life, be honest with yourself, and know that everything is from within, not from outside.

We clean our rooms. It is the same that we all need clean up our conscious and unconscious body once in a while to have new experiences. This is the wonderful time to do that to start Summer/Winter with new you. When your internal self is changed, you will see different world.

Message from New Moon

When we have new moon, we cannot moon from our eyes. What we can see all darkness. So, you might feel something come up from within, like some dark side of you that usually you do not see, you do not wanna see and/or you want to hid from you and/or others. Because, your darkness is not really lovable by you and others.

But, still it is you. The new moon this time is quite good time to see your shadow-self whether you like it or not…

The new moon is encouraging you to embrace your dark side that you do not like.

If you have some difficulties, ask the universe to what the universe is trying to tell you. There are something always you can take away from the situations. The situations you are in is not always what you see from your views. Always, there are some other people and the things we cannot see. If we see something that behind the scene, you might be able to change how you feel, how you react to the situations and more over might change how you see yourself.

The dark side of yourself is quite treasure, just you need to learn how to use them for your and others happinesses. The darkness or things you do not like yourself, is you. You cannot learn from anyone or blaming others things you do not like etc. You have to decide to be happy, and embrace whole you not only your strengths and good things but weaknesses and not so good things.

In the dark sky, you see lots of stars that we usually cannot see with bright moon light. This is the time to see the stars in you. The shadow-self is actually the stars in you. More you embrace these stars in you, your light will be brighter…

The new moon is eventually become full moon in 28 days. Everything is a cycle and this is the time to focus on yourself to find your shadow-self in you and embrace and love yourself more and more…

It’s just perfect

Sometimes things are rough. We are in difficult situations, having hard times, and in bad relationships.

We struggle a lot in these situations, and think, worry, depressed…

But, actually it is just perfect.

The situation you are in seems really difficult.

The relationship you have might not really wonderful.

But, it is just perfect for you to learn and grow.

You might have some mean people in your life.

Maybe, you are in place where you don’t like.

It is quite difficult to realize this, and we should get out from toxic situations and relationships, of course. But, once you can realize you see the situations quite differently.

So, you do not have to cry for your past mistakes or bad situations you were or are in, because it was and is for you to become bigger and better person. It was/is just God’s plan for you to grow.

We are like a flower. We need rain. We need sometimes harsh weather or environment to be stronger, and have a beautiful season to bloom.

So, you are just in perfect situation now.

If you realize, you will get some openings and helps for you for new life.

New Moon and Eclipse-good bye to Old

The new moon occurred early Tuesday or Monday depends on where you are. I feel quite intense energy from this new moon to push us to change/ move forward.

It is a good time to reflect and take slower life than usual, since the new moon encourage us to change for better and lighter.

Some might feel tiredness, headache, sleepiness etc. Listen to your body what your body wants and take actions accordingly.

Some bad memories might come up from the bottom to release. It is not fun experience, but, it is a time to let them go. You don’t have to keep them in you anymore. You don’t have to feel bitterness whenever you remember or encounter similar situation. Just let them go. Their roles are done now. You can be free from these heavy energies.

This week, please have more time for yourself than usual to take care of yourself. It is a good time to release old and prepare to new since it is already middle of December. Christmas is coming soon and New Year is already there.

If you give some presents for your loved ones for Christmas, don’t forget to give something for yourself to appreciate how you, your body and soul go through this rough time. You don’t have to give big things, but, give something to yourself that you can feel love from yourself.

Say good bye to old and prepare and welcome new.

Weekly Message 2/23-3/1

Start from new moon in Pisces this week and still in Mercury retrograde.

This is quite good time to reflect and dig deeper into your past and wounds from the past. Or imagine good old days. 🙂

Pisces is the sign of emotions, feelings and intuition. So, whether you like it or not, this new moon and retrograde affect your mood.

But, no worry, you are not alone. Many people are unconsciously follow the universe.

If you have a chance to meet old friends, just enjoy.

If your memories come back, if that is good one, enjoy. And if that is hard one, then, stop and reflect. And release. It is really good time to change for better you and better life.

The message I received for this week is “follow your intuition or gut feelings. if you feel it is right, then, do. If you feel it is not right, stop. It is simple. Just remember to live in sync with yourself and the universe. You will be amazingly surprised how the universe supports you.”

Following your intuition or gut feelings is often difficult if you always rely on thinking.

But, our life is not always logical, but often more working mysterious way.

So, trust yourself this week and learn it.

The universe, God is always supporting for your highest good.

Do not worry too much of anything, but, just feel it.

Have a lovely week!