Victor or Victim

When life is not easy or sweet, we can really easily become a victim of life. Complaining everything what you have experienced , blaming other people who put you in the situation etc. I believe we all experience this kind of mindset and some kind of dark night. Usually, people can get out of this mindset eventually, but, some people keep complaining everything and as if they try to act like they are a victim of thier life or someone. As if always their external circumstances make them think or feel they are victims.

This is the same as if you are happy or not. Yes, when we have something, when we are in a good situation, of course we are happy. But, even your circumstances are not ideal, you can be happy, and even when you seem you have everything many people still are not happy.

Why? Because, happiness is coming from within you. Not from outside.

When you can appreciate and happy what you have now, you usually have peace in you and happy with your life. But, when you cannot see what you have and blessings you have now, then, you focus on your lack not blessings and this leads you unease and always you are lack everything even you have what you wanted, and not happy. Because you don’t have anything that satisfy you.

Once you realize the things you have now and thank what you are given, then, you are in happiness, not in lack mentality. You can start next challenge from fulfilled feelings.

It is the same to get out of victim mentality. You are not a victim but you decide you are. Look at what you have and what you have experienced, you will find something good in your life. Do you want to enjoy the good things you have or you want to chase a ghost to fulfill your egos to prove someone or something that you cannot prove?

You might have some hard time, but, know that you and your life decide what you want to experience. So,, you acknowledge this and say you are not a victim but a victor to overcome your problems. Look your blessings rather than your lack. Grass is always greener on the other side if you always see until you see good things you have and look inside of you and know your grass is always green and just perfect green for you.

Once you realize this you will become a victor of your life. Our life is not a race to compete with others but a journey to grow our soul.

Family

If you have a family/parents/siblings you wanna see every holiday, then, you are blessed. Every family has some kind of problems, but if you still want to see them,then, you should be happy.

If you are from abusive family, then, you are not alone. I am also the one. If your family member well hide their true natures, then, not many people can understand, and usually quite hard for other people to resonate with your problems, because your problems might out of the box type of problems to other people. Family is the first and only world for babies and infants. So, usually, what they see, experience and learn from it, it is their whole and only world until they see different types of families in their lives. So for people from abusive families, what they experienced is the normal things for them and they might not realize that their experiences should not be happened to them.

Even among siblings, what they experience is different, because we all have different life purpose to be here. One might be have looks like normal life, but one might have break their ancestral karmic ties. If so, this one tend to have harder life than other siblings.

They are usually perceived as a black sheep, a trouble child, rebellious etc. They might not know their mission to be here, but usually they are here to change their family cultures to relate old patterns and welcome new patterns. If you are the one, or someone in your family is like that, then, you might understand. How difficult to understand what they are doing. They usually are isolated from their family if you get what they need to do or feel uncomfortable.

If you have a family member of like this, then, please think why they do what they do before you try to fix them. If you are the one, then, ask yourself what you are doing and what you want to bring into your life and family line. It is ok to be different from your family because we are always individual. Your life is not the same as your parents or siblings. This is your life. You can choose and design your own life to be happy even your family is not happy about it.

If your friends have problems with their family, then, you do not have to understand them but, please do not judge them. It is quite hard for them to live with the experiences. In any religious teachings, it always teaches that you mush respect your parents. But, if you are in abusive environment, then, leave first, then, protect yourself first and start respect and honor yourself. You do not have to feel guilty to be separate from your family if you are suffering, or you do not need to forgive them until you are ready, and even you could forgive them, you can isolate from them. And, please do not give up on yourself. You tend to have tougher life than usual. Ask your friends or God to send a help and nurture yourself with your love.

I do understated it takes a lot of times, but just do not give up on you, because you deserve healthy happy life with love from others, and please know that your experiences could help other people in the future. God and angels are always with you and watch over you.

Ask and listen to your inner wisdoms

The energy has been changed before and after the solstice. The full moon brought some more powerful energy to you and the earth. Maybe many things have happened to you and the world since this year started. Some might feel stuck or slow movement, but after the solstice, the energy is moving toward. Especially, if you look at in you and contemplate, what you will see is different from before.

We are in the world of lots of information. Some are useful and some are not. Some are correct, but some are not. Some people might be suffocate by these information and confused what you need to do.

Please stop and ask yourself. Your body and mind know what you need to do next. You are moving to the next chapter of your life. This summer, please go to nature or where you can be yourself. Ask yourself and find what steps you want to take or you need to take. Your heart will tell you the answers, because your heart knows.

Contemplating everything you see

Toady, I have received a message from ST. Moses the Black who is also called Moses the strong, Moses the Ethiopian etc, was a monk and priest in Egypt in 400 AD.

He came to me because he cares about us, our society and what we are going through.

Here is what he says,

So many things are happening right now in this world and people are divided. Do not just jump in the movement you see or you feel it is right, but contemplating everything you see, you have, and you hear before you move. Sit quietly and contemplating until you see a light coming up. Then, still contemplating till you see the light becoming stronger and stronger to light your way to go. Everything you see right now makes you feel right but actually might not be right for you. Everything you hear sounds wonderful but might not be good for you. So, just think deeply, ask for you to see truth that hidden from your eyes and ears.

Hope is on the way-Message for April

This year’s Easter was March 31st. The last day of the month. It is quite good coincidence to start new month right after Easter. Many new energies coming to many situations. So, I got a message from Jesus Christ since it was resurrection Sunday.

Hope, hope is on your way. You have gone through rough water so far since new year started. But, you have not given up on yourself and the situation. What you have gone through is just what you needed to for next chapter. Have faith and keep praying. Prayer is the way to talk with me, so keep talking. Even you do not feel that you are heard, but I am here with you and hear you. What you are going through will change day by day. You might not feel any changes right now, however, you will know. You will know I have been with you to support and fight for you. Rely on me. You are not alone. Your hope is on your way. Your faith will turn around the situation. You will know.

I am a psychic medium, so many spirits call me to help them to go to the next place. I was called to visit a museum at Yasukuni shrine where many soldiers sprits are and the museum has various things from the wars and many stuff soldiers left behind. I released energies from these things to heaven. After I finished and came out the museum, angel’s ladder appeared as if their souls are moving up. Jesus and angels are always with you, please remember.

Message from Harvest Moon

The moon is now becoming full soon. So many things have happened in this world right now. Your mind might be busy, full of anxiety, insecurity etc. But, the moon wants us to be calm. Here is the message.

This is the time for you to be calm and empty your mind. You might feel like you are not able to do that, but you can. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Imagine the full moon in you, and look at the moon with your heart. What can you see? Some people might see rabbits, some might see witch flying on bloom, some might see your loved ones, some might see your favorite foods….imagine something that make you feel warm, calm, loved, nurtured, safe…feel you are in these feeling. These feelings are you want to feel whenever you want to be calm. Remember, you are safe and loved even you do not feel it. The path you are walking seems really ups and downs and not so easy, but you are not alone. You are protected, guided and loved. So, please keep going and remember keep your mind quiet and calm even this world is filled with so many things that might make you upset. You are safe.

Choose always Love

Whether you have some problems or some conflict in your life, or be in dark place now, please choose love and, believe that your will be ok, more than ok in near future. ❤️

You are always protected, guided and loved by God.

Solstice. Beginning of Summer/Winter

This is the time to change the season, from spring to summer/ autumn to winter. You might experience that some suppressed negative feelings coming up to surface right now. It is the sign that it is the time to release some old wounds and beliefs that causing the feelings.

When some old feelings come up, it is not fun, actually. It is quite painful and sad, but it is the past experiences not at this moment. So, do not allow the feelings to dictate you and your future life. Please remember, this is the sign to release the cause of the feelings.

So, sit quietly to go into your deep down to find the roots. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Go back to the first event that causing your feelings. Do you have any similar experiences in your life? Have you felt similar feelings in the past? Ask yourself and the universe to help you to find the roots of your pains and release them. You might find the roots in your childhood of just one words from your parents, teachers, siblings etc…like ugly, stupid, fat etc…we all were innocent and did not know the world and yourself, so you could easily absorb the words, situations etc to make these as your truth. But, were they true?

These events might contribute your beliefs to make unwanted patterns in your life. The beliefs about yourself, financial situation, career, and any kind of relationships. For example, if you have belief that you are not worthy, then, you always attract something that is not the best thing, or even you have an wonderful opportunity to take or receive, you might just reject or sabotage somehow the opportunity. Do you want to continue the patterns to have unwanted experiences or do you want to have better experiences in your life for yourself?

It is up to you. The universe has given us so many opportunities to release unnecessary beliefs and patterns from your life. If you are ready to change your life, be honest with yourself, and know that everything is from within, not from outside.

We clean our rooms. It is the same that we all need clean up our conscious and unconscious body once in a while to have new experiences. This is the wonderful time to do that to start Summer/Winter with new you. When your internal self is changed, you will see different world.

Eclipse Message May 2022

Eclipse is happening soon for us to bring a chance to change your patterns. The patterns that you do want to change but you have not changed. We all have some kind of patterns in our life whether good or bad, you like it or not. Such us, you might always find yourself in conflicted situations, maybe you always have some people who do not respect you, or make you feel unworthy etc…

Do you want to change this patterns and have better life? If so, there is an opportunity for you with this eclipse. Be honest with yourself and what kind of situations, patterns and/or beliefs you have in you to bring these patterns in your life. The first thing we need is to know what you have and accept the things you have, and take responsibility what you have. If you want to change, please decide and take accountable for your life.

The message I got from the eclipse is;

“Do not be afraid of the change you want to make. You just want to have a better life than you have now, so tap into unknown territory that you will have in near future. Your life will be much brighter than you think now. The life is sweeter than you have now. You will have the power to see, accept and change what you have now and no longer serve you, so be courage to do that for you, not for anyone, but for you. You are the reason you live, so if you want to change, then, you can. See the future with hope, and feel the future with the light, and experience the new life the you will bring for you. Because, you will enjoy your life more than you do now. Have faith on God and you, yourself.”

Healing Journey

We all have something in our hearts such as good and bad memories. Good memories help us to keep walking where we are heading to. But, bad memories, we should use them wisely to learn, grow, moving to new you etc.

If you wanna use your bad memories and experiences to help you to grow, one thing we can do is face them. It is scary and not pleasant at all, but, if we avoid to see them now, then, we repeat the situations or bring things to feel the same feelings as you have, then, God push you to face them eventually. And, it is not really fun at all as some of you might know. So, if you feel you repeat some events, feelings etc, then, please stop and look at in your heart. What is the trigger for you to feel this, How you feel now, why you feel this, when this start etc.

You might cry, but, it is ok. You got hurt, but, you have tried to walk, kept pushing you to go through and move on. So, just give you a time to stop, reflect, release and rest.

It is a wonderful time to release anything no longer serve you now since full moon is coming soon. Be honest with yourself. No one is laughing at you, or judging you. If you feel you are judged even you do this process by yourself, then, check yourself. You might really hard on you. Be gentle yourself. You always work hard for yourself, so be kind to yourself.

Healing journey is like peeling onions. You peel one layer, then, another one shows up. It seems never ending, but, when you face and heal your major themes in your life time, you will be free from it.

Do not give up. Take your time to do it. healing journey is marathon not sprint. So, take detours and smell roses sometimes, or just relax, sleep or eat etc. It will help you to keep walking. You will be surprised how far you have come in the future and how your life has changed.