What you feel is real but if you do not feel it, then, your feeling will be getting noisier to make you feel. Your feeling wants you to notice how you feel and follow it. You might be scared of feeling because you do not know what will happen. The life we have is always unknown. But, our life in this earth with who you are is limited. Just take the first step, then, your heart leads you to your destination you want. And, the destination will be your happiness.