Healing Journey

We all have something in our hearts such as good and bad memories. Good memories help us to keep walking where we are heading to. But, bad memories, we should use them wisely to learn, grow, moving to new you etc.

If you wanna use your bad memories and experiences to help you to grow, one thing we can do is face them. It is scary and not pleasant at all, but, if we avoid to see them now, then, we repeat the situations or bring things to feel the same feelings as you have, then, God push you to face them eventually. And, it is not really fun at all as some of you might know. So, if you feel you repeat some events, feelings etc, then, please stop and look at in your heart. What is the trigger for you to feel this, How you feel now, why you feel this, when this start etc.

You might cry, but, it is ok. You got hurt, but, you have tried to walk, kept pushing you to go through and move on. So, just give you a time to stop, reflect, release and rest.

It is a wonderful time to release anything no longer serve you now since full moon is coming soon. Be honest with yourself. No one is laughing at you, or judging you. If you feel you are judged even you do this process by yourself, then, check yourself. You might really hard on you. Be gentle yourself. You always work hard for yourself, so be kind to yourself.

Healing journey is like peeling onions. You peel one layer, then, another one shows up. It seems never ending, but, when you face and heal your major themes in your life time, you will be free from it.

Do not give up. Take your time to do it. healing journey is marathon not sprint. So, take detours and smell roses sometimes, or just relax, sleep or eat etc. It will help you to keep walking. You will be surprised how far you have come in the future and how your life has changed.

It’s just perfect

Sometimes things are rough. We are in difficult situations, having hard times, and in bad relationships.

We struggle a lot in these situations, and think, worry, depressed…

But, actually it is just perfect.

The situation you are in seems really difficult.

The relationship you have might not really wonderful.

But, it is just perfect for you to learn and grow.

You might have some mean people in your life.

Maybe, you are in place where you don’t like.

It is quite difficult to realize this, and we should get out from toxic situations and relationships, of course. But, once you can realize you see the situations quite differently.

So, you do not have to cry for your past mistakes or bad situations you were or are in, because it was and is for you to become bigger and better person. It was/is just God’s plan for you to grow.

We are like a flower. We need rain. We need sometimes harsh weather or environment to be stronger, and have a beautiful season to bloom.

So, you are just in perfect situation now.

If you realize, you will get some openings and helps for you for new life.

New Moon and Eclipse-good bye to Old

The new moon occurred early Tuesday or Monday depends on where you are. I feel quite intense energy from this new moon to push us to change/ move forward.

It is a good time to reflect and take slower life than usual, since the new moon encourage us to change for better and lighter.

Some might feel tiredness, headache, sleepiness etc. Listen to your body what your body wants and take actions accordingly.

Some bad memories might come up from the bottom to release. It is not fun experience, but, it is a time to let them go. You don’t have to keep them in you anymore. You don’t have to feel bitterness whenever you remember or encounter similar situation. Just let them go. Their roles are done now. You can be free from these heavy energies.

This week, please have more time for yourself than usual to take care of yourself. It is a good time to release old and prepare to new since it is already middle of December. Christmas is coming soon and New Year is already there.

If you give some presents for your loved ones for Christmas, don’t forget to give something for yourself to appreciate how you, your body and soul go through this rough time. You don’t have to give big things, but, give something to yourself that you can feel love from yourself.

Say good bye to old and prepare and welcome new.

Weekly Message 10/12-10/18-Just be yourself

As we entered last 3 months of 2020, how do you see yourself? Do you think you grow? Do you think your view is different from before?

The message I got for this week is “be yourself”

You don’t have to proof that you are better than anyone. Just be yourself.

You don’t have to tell people how you are special or how your belief is better than someone’s.

When you just be yourself, you are in neutral.

You are not less or more. Just be.

Just you are yourself and you don’t have to compare to anyone.

Be yourself might be difficult if you do not accept who you are including your shadow self. But, this is a good time to embrace your another side.

So, hug your weaknesses or shadow parts that you don’t wanna show to others.

When you accept and embrace your dark side, then, it will become your charm not dark side.

So, accept yourself first as you are and be yourself.

Have a lovely week!

Happy Easter!

In this challenging time, we see true colors of people. People who care about you, who care about others or people who care about only themselves. This is a good time to know who you truly are. So, act as person who you want to be with love and compassion to yourself, others and this earth.

On this Easter Day, one of Bible verses comes to me to tell you guys.

“Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice.”
‭‭Philippians‬ ‭4:4‬ ‭KJV‬‬

We have gone through really tough time. Some people need to go to work everyday to save people, or support our daily life. Some lost many things in this short time of period. But, what God wants to say is “Rejoice”. It is difficult to do that if you are in dark time, but, we should not forget to feel joy of our life. Please try to have joy and happiness in small things like you can eat, sleep and wake up.

Living in one day is quite miraculous thing that we easily forget or forgot before this time. So, please remember to rejoice everyday and every minutes you have now.

Stay safe and Happy Easter!

Message of Spring Equinox 2020

The world right now in madness of the new virus.

But, our life always move no matter what happens in this world.

It is Spring Equinox on March 20, 2020, and this is the day Spring starts. You might not feel you have Spring at this moment and under this condition. But, flowers are blooming, birds are singing and animals are waking up from long sleep.

What message we have for this year’s spring equinox? The message I got is “enjoy your life and this moment with full of love and appreciation.”

In this time, we can easily see negative side or living by fears. I believe we need to careful about how you live now to protect yourself, your loved ones and others. But, it does not mean you should live in fears. I believe you have common sense to follow and slow the virus to spread. But, we cannot only see in negative side of this situation. You might feel like you are stuck at home, but you could have time with your kids or with yourself more than before. You might need to go to work anyway, but, it means you are needed in different way than others. There is no superior or inferior in our life, just we play different roles. So, please try to find something good, somethings that you usually cannot do. I know it is not fun to stay hone for a long time or you need to go to work anyway. But, there is something for you that only you can find in this time.

Our life is precious, and you now know more than ever because of this situation. So, appreciate everything you experience now.

You might see something really beautiful in this.

Have a beautiful spring!

Weekly Message 2/11-2/16

The full moon we had last weekend was so big and beautiful.

The energy was really gentle and feminine.

I believe some people have had little bit tough time in January through the Lunar New Year.

But, like the full moon, your life will be gentler than the beginning of 2020.

The message I received for this week is “life is short, so kind to one sniffer and have more gratitudes to people, things and experiences you have had to create you now.”

Our life is not always smooth, but ups and downs.

But, when you are in hard time, try to find some good things in your life.

Appreciate your life.

Appreciate what you experienced.

We wanna avoids difficult times, but, we all have these times.

If you feel you are in dark place, feel it first, then, appreciate the place where you are now.

If you could do, you will see the light and the end of the tunnel.

Life is sweet.

We just need to have some bitterness to learn how amazing our life is and God and the Universe harmonize everything we have, and lead us to the best way and the best things we can experience these things.

So, say thank you to everything you have experienced and have had.

Your life will be amazing.

Full Moon Message 12/12

Full moon today is the last full moon in 2019 and a decade.

Usually, full moon is for completion, fulfillment and celebration.

I believe this time of the year, we all wanna have some celebrations.

So, let’s celebrate our life!

It is super miracle that we have life and we are here.

So, why not to cerebrate this now?

One message from the moon is “cerebrate small things now”

Another message is, actually one of Bible verses.

““Do not judge, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn, and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven. Give, and it will be given to you. A good measure, pressed down, shaken together and running over, will be poured into your lap. For with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.””
‭‭Luke‬ ‭6:37-38‬ ‭NIV‬‬

We are alive and have emotions and feelings. Our life has ups and downs and especially in this time of the year, when people are busy, sometimes, we are just judge others by our measurements because we don’t have space to care about other people or cannot have compassions.

So, let’s take a deep breath, if you feel you judge people, then, at least say sorry in your mind and try to see in your mind the reason.

If you feel you are judged by some people, let’s take a deep breath.

Then, let go.

Forgive them.

It will return to you in a good way.

Well, if the people always judge you by their measure, it might be a time to think about if you really wanna be with them or not. If you wanna be with them, stand up for yourself.

It is a good time to release old stuff that no longer serve you in any ways before Eclipse season and new year start.

But, first forgive them anyway.

God knows what you do and in your mind even we don’t see Him.

Happy Full Moon!

New Moon Message

Our moon is almost in completely dark to become new moon.

New moon is good time to start new things especially now we are in shadow period of Mercury Retrograde, so release things no longer serve you and welcome new things.

It applies in any, your relationship, work, environment, way of thinking etc.

Let’s use this time to clean up things and level up your life to be happier and healthier.

The moon says “even though you cannot see me now, I always watching over you and light your way to go right path. You might think there is no way for you, but, there are some. You just choose whatever you feel good for you. Moon needs Sun to shine, there are many people who support you to shine. So, don’t forget about these people. Show your love, respect and appreciation always. Life is not always good, sometimes bitter, but you can learn so many things and experience that make you who you are now. When you have tough time, look up the sky and smile me. I am always in the Sky and look after you. New things will come to you unexpectedly in unexpected way. So, don’t focus on this, just do whatever you need to do and whatever you wanna do for your life to make you happy. Everything has timing, you might hear this before. So, let your expectations go and have peace in your mind. Everything is going well if you focus on present time. So, after New Moon, when you see me in the sky, just remember everything is well. ”