Healing Journey

We all have something in our hearts such as good and bad memories. Good memories help us to keep walking where we are heading to. But, bad memories, we should use them wisely to learn, grow, moving to new you etc.

If you wanna use your bad memories and experiences to help you to grow, one thing we can do is face them. It is scary and not pleasant at all, but, if we avoid to see them now, then, we repeat the situations or bring things to feel the same feelings as you have, then, God push you to face them eventually. And, it is not really fun at all as some of you might know. So, if you feel you repeat some events, feelings etc, then, please stop and look at in your heart. What is the trigger for you to feel this, How you feel now, why you feel this, when this start etc.

You might cry, but, it is ok. You got hurt, but, you have tried to walk, kept pushing you to go through and move on. So, just give you a time to stop, reflect, release and rest.

It is a wonderful time to release anything no longer serve you now since full moon is coming soon. Be honest with yourself. No one is laughing at you, or judging you. If you feel you are judged even you do this process by yourself, then, check yourself. You might really hard on you. Be gentle yourself. You always work hard for yourself, so be kind to yourself.

Healing journey is like peeling onions. You peel one layer, then, another one shows up. It seems never ending, but, when you face and heal your major themes in your life time, you will be free from it.

Do not give up. Take your time to do it. healing journey is marathon not sprint. So, take detours and smell roses sometimes, or just relax, sleep or eat etc. It will help you to keep walking. You will be surprised how far you have come in the future and how your life has changed.

Weekly Message 8/10-8/16-Live This Moment

This summer is quite different from our regular summer. We have been gone through so many changes since the year started. The earth needs little more time to move next phase, so be patient.

The message I received for this week is “every moment counts, live this moment fully.”

We are tired where we are now, but don’t forget you are alive.

You have a reason to be here and go through this phase now with all of us. Your path might not be easier than you thought but remember there is a reason your soul chose this path for you and you will reach where you need to be.

So, focus on now more than past or future. When you can live now, then, you will notice more beauties and blessings in your life. In Bible, it says;

“So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.”
‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:31-32‬ ‭NIV‬‬
https://www.bible.com/111/mat.6.31-32.niv

God knows what you need, so focus on “now” and have gratitude that what you gave and God has your back.

Have a great week!

Weekly Message 12/2-12/8

It feels I am still in November, but the last month of the year, December, just started.

It is still Shadow phase of Mercury Retrograde technically, but, I feel much smoother than week before.

And, when I tune into this month, then, I already see lots of fireworks in the sky over some river.

So, I believe that many of us can have some festive weeks toward next year.

Well, of course, usually before close this year, it is busier than other months and everything moves quite quickly.

So, let’s just tighten your seatbelt and follow the speed.

The message I got for this week is “let’s check what you have achieved this year so far to prepare for new phase of your life.”

Achievement does not need to be really big thing.

We should find something we have achieved in our regular life.

Such as started meditation and keep meditating since you started, changed your diet healthier to maintain your health, back to school to learn something you wanted to study, maybe you got baby, or your kids graduated from schools, or you got some better job, or quit your job to start living your own life etc.

You can find something like this more than you think.

If you can find your achievements, you will realize how you are blessed.

And, you can also find something you want to achieve next.

Doing this also will find your passion again and you also might find your lost dreams.

So, let’s try to write down what we achieve this year.

Have a beautiful week!

Message for October 7th to October 13th

I got message for this week, but this might be for really specific people who read this and need the message.

The message is “you are not wrong. Even you feel you are wrong, it is not. Sometimes, people want to judge you because situations they are in are not ideal or expected situations. And, it is really easy to blame someone about the situations. Because, they don’t have to see their realities, responsibilities and more over accepting that they are wrong. So, in this time of difficulties, heads down and do good things as usual to people and the world. Even you feel unfair, you will be rewarded, because someone always see what you do. So, don’t give up, and walk ok your path. Maybe, it is raining on your way now, but remember after the rain always Rainbow is in the sky and flowers need rains to bloom. This is not the time to give up. This is the time to see who they really are, and to learn forgiveness. As I mentioned many times, forgiving someone is not always equal to you need to nice to them or be friends with them. It is ok to take a time to forgive, but forgive them eventually for you and your future. You will know how much I love you. ”

This is from God for you for this week.

I hope this helps you.

Have a lovely week!

Weekly Message 6/17-6/24

This week, we start from Full moon, Strawberry Moon.

So, if you feel overwhelmed, tired, sleepy, not peaceful etc, it might be because of the moon.

Have a cup of herb tea or take salt bath with your favorite essential oils to relax.

Or just meditate to feel energy from the moon.

The message I got is “you might be changed your role.”

We have some roles in this life time, intentionally or unintentionally, consciously or unconditionally.

Like, parent, child, teacher, student, boss, wife, husband, victim, giver, taker, CEO, manager, physician, lawyer, social worker, neighbor etc.

We choose some roles or when you commit something/ work/ society etc, the roles come with you.

Or, some roles are even you might not know, but anyway, you play the roles when you are in some situations or with some people.

This week, some of these roles might be changed.

If you are trying to heal something from the past, then, it finally start getting healed and you feel and see something new. Like if you are victim of something in the past, then, you can be a survivor.

If you always give something to people, then, you might receive something big.

If you always teach, then, you might have a chance to learn from someone or some situations.

So, be open to a new role you might get.

Don’t resist, just enjoy the new things.

When you accept new, your world starts expanding toward to an amazing place where you might always wanted to go or completely new experience.

So, please be open. And, take a deep breath to walk in new way.

Have a magical week!

Message from August 6th to 12th

Many things happen i this world now.

Earthquakes, volcano eruptions, heat waves, fires, heavy rains etc…

Sounds like our earth is quite busy recently.

First I want to pray those who affected by these things. Hope all of the areas and people have normal life and peace.

Even many things happens, our life keeps going.

And the sky, yes, we will have another eclipse the end of this week.

And, Lion’s gate is opening on August 8th to 12th.

So, this week is quite intense energetically.

You might feel unstable, worry, unhappy etc, but, remember this is just for temporally.

You will be fine.

If you notice some changes on your feelings or moods this week, take a deep breath and slow down your life.

It is a good time to relax more than usual.

And, keep grounding yourself.

If you are moody, you might not be grounded well.

Find a park, beach or river where you can walk with your bare foot.

Feel the earth.

And, feel what the Mother Earth and the universe wants you to experience or remember.

When you can sync more with Mother Earth and the universe, you will find more gifts from them.

Have a lovely week!

Message for May 28 – June 3

Sometimes, you might feel you always have to take detour for your goals.

Maybe you feel you don’t have anything or anyone to light your way.

But, remember, it is not always good or better just go straight to your goals or places where you wanna go.

When you take detour or maybe sometime walk wrong way, but, you might find much better things or goals.

Or you might find some tasty foods or beautiful flowers that you cannot experience when you don’t take that ways.

So, if you now feel you take lots of time to go where you wanna be, just take a deep breath.

You are on the right path.

Just this way you will find really surprise things that you never imagine.

So, enjoy the moment.

Don’t worry anything.

You are on the right path.

Have a great week!

Message for 9/11-9/17

It has been some time since September started.

I feel this month will be calm, smooth kinda month.

But, it does not mean your life is quiet.

Maybe, you will have some good news, then you will be happier than ever.

But, even you feel you don’t have anything , or you don’t get any good news, wait a minuet and look at what you have now.

I know you might be tired of this phrase, but what you do is for what you will get.

So, even you think it is boring or not what you wanna do, but keep walking what you do now.

If you stop, then, you will not see you might accomplish in near future.

When you wanna give up, it means goal is closer than you think.

So, just one more step.

Please keep walking.

God is working behind the scene.

God is fighting for you.

So, believe in God.

Have faith.

And, do what you need to do.

Then, God will take care of the rest.

Have a beautiful week!

Weekly message 2/1-2/7

I can see long road in somewhere lots of natures, like mauntains, trees, flowers etc.

Your road might not be paved, might be lots of stones etc…but, remember, please keep continue to walk.

If you are tired, just take a rest and have nice meals and drink. 

Just don’t forget to keep walking.

When you continue what you do, you will see what you want, what you wanna reach.

What you do will take you wherever you wanna go.

So, please keep walking and see flowers and blue sky when you are tired.

You are now on the right path.

Have a great week!