This is the time to change the season, from spring to summer/ autumn to winter. You might experience that some suppressed negative feelings coming up to surface right now. It is the sign that it is the time to release some old wounds and beliefs that causing the feelings.
When some old feelings come up, it is not fun, actually. It is quite painful and sad, but it is the past experiences not at this moment. So, do not allow the feelings to dictate you and your future life. Please remember, this is the sign to release the cause of the feelings.
So, sit quietly to go into your deep down to find the roots. Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Go back to the first event that causing your feelings. Do you have any similar experiences in your life? Have you felt similar feelings in the past? Ask yourself and the universe to help you to find the roots of your pains and release them. You might find the roots in your childhood of just one words from your parents, teachers, siblings etc…like ugly, stupid, fat etc…we all were innocent and did not know the world and yourself, so you could easily absorb the words, situations etc to make these as your truth. But, were they true?
These events might contribute your beliefs to make unwanted patterns in your life. The beliefs about yourself, financial situation, career, and any kind of relationships. For example, if you have belief that you are not worthy, then, you always attract something that is not the best thing, or even you have an wonderful opportunity to take or receive, you might just reject or sabotage somehow the opportunity. Do you want to continue the patterns to have unwanted experiences or do you want to have better experiences in your life for yourself?
It is up to you. The universe has given us so many opportunities to release unnecessary beliefs and patterns from your life. If you are ready to change your life, be honest with yourself, and know that everything is from within, not from outside.
We clean our rooms. It is the same that we all need clean up our conscious and unconscious body once in a while to have new experiences. This is the wonderful time to do that to start Summer/Winter with new you. When your internal self is changed, you will see different world.