Healing Journey

We all have something in our hearts such as good and bad memories. Good memories help us to keep walking where we are heading to. But, bad memories, we should use them wisely to learn, grow, moving to new you etc.

If you wanna use your bad memories and experiences to help you to grow, one thing we can do is face them. It is scary and not pleasant at all, but, if we avoid to see them now, then, we repeat the situations or bring things to feel the same feelings as you have, then, God push you to face them eventually. And, it is not really fun at all as some of you might know. So, if you feel you repeat some events, feelings etc, then, please stop and look at in your heart. What is the trigger for you to feel this, How you feel now, why you feel this, when this start etc.

You might cry, but, it is ok. You got hurt, but, you have tried to walk, kept pushing you to go through and move on. So, just give you a time to stop, reflect, release and rest.

It is a wonderful time to release anything no longer serve you now since full moon is coming soon. Be honest with yourself. No one is laughing at you, or judging you. If you feel you are judged even you do this process by yourself, then, check yourself. You might really hard on you. Be gentle yourself. You always work hard for yourself, so be kind to yourself.

Healing journey is like peeling onions. You peel one layer, then, another one shows up. It seems never ending, but, when you face and heal your major themes in your life time, you will be free from it.

Do not give up. Take your time to do it. healing journey is marathon not sprint. So, take detours and smell roses sometimes, or just relax, sleep or eat etc. It will help you to keep walking. You will be surprised how far you have come in the future and how your life has changed.

It’s just perfect

Sometimes things are rough. We are in difficult situations, having hard times, and in bad relationships.

We struggle a lot in these situations, and think, worry, depressed…

But, actually it is just perfect.

The situation you are in seems really difficult.

The relationship you have might not really wonderful.

But, it is just perfect for you to learn and grow.

You might have some mean people in your life.

Maybe, you are in place where you don’t like.

It is quite difficult to realize this, and we should get out from toxic situations and relationships, of course. But, once you can realize you see the situations quite differently.

So, you do not have to cry for your past mistakes or bad situations you were or are in, because it was and is for you to become bigger and better person. It was/is just God’s plan for you to grow.

We are like a flower. We need rain. We need sometimes harsh weather or environment to be stronger, and have a beautiful season to bloom.

So, you are just in perfect situation now.

If you realize, you will get some openings and helps for you for new life.

Solstice and Jupiter and Saturn conjunction

Whether you have a chance to see this rare astronomical event or not, the energy was quite intense. I believe many of us affected the energy and you might still be affected. It was huge energy moving, old to new. The universe has push us to change and renew you and your beliefs.

Right now the energy is much lighter than yesterday and last week, so, congratulations we are entering new door now.

But, before you go through the new door, please appreciate what you have accomplished this year and since you were born.

The message I got was “Joy to the world”. Yes, Christmas is coming soon, and the joy is on our heart always whether you believe Jesus or angels or the universe or your gods. Please remember we live in this world at this moment is not coincidence. There is a plan for you and your soul. Sometimes, maybe your life is rough but this is for your growth. Your life is always protected and guided by your soul and God.

So, please have a time to appreciate what you have, what your have accomplished, who you are etc. Because, it is quite special that you are here as a human.

Merry Christmas to you all. ❤️

New Moon and Eclipse-good bye to Old

The new moon occurred early Tuesday or Monday depends on where you are. I feel quite intense energy from this new moon to push us to change/ move forward.

It is a good time to reflect and take slower life than usual, since the new moon encourage us to change for better and lighter.

Some might feel tiredness, headache, sleepiness etc. Listen to your body what your body wants and take actions accordingly.

Some bad memories might come up from the bottom to release. It is not fun experience, but, it is a time to let them go. You don’t have to keep them in you anymore. You don’t have to feel bitterness whenever you remember or encounter similar situation. Just let them go. Their roles are done now. You can be free from these heavy energies.

This week, please have more time for yourself than usual to take care of yourself. It is a good time to release old and prepare to new since it is already middle of December. Christmas is coming soon and New Year is already there.

If you give some presents for your loved ones for Christmas, don’t forget to give something for yourself to appreciate how you, your body and soul go through this rough time. You don’t have to give big things, but, give something to yourself that you can feel love from yourself.

Say good bye to old and prepare and welcome new.

This is a transition time. 11/9-11/15

After the storm, you wanna feel some peace.

You will, but before the peace, there might be another storm coming. But, this does not have a power to destroy anything that you will have.

So, don’t be afraid. Just stand for your ground and walk.

What we experience is quite huge. This is a transition time from old to new. Darkness to light. cold to warm. Hate to love. Violence to peace. What you will experience is you cannot see now. But, feel it. Everting you will experience is from within.

New Moon April 2020

Many people are frustrated around the world in this challenging situation, but please see the big picture, long term goal. I believe we all want to feel safe again no matter where you are, whatever you do. So, please think once more what you need to do now. No one wants to be in this kind of situation. But, we are. So, let’s think what we can do for our community, the world and the earth.

In the sky, we have new moon in Taurus. Usually, new moon is a good time to start something new. And here is the message from the moon.

“Start what you want to do now!”

I understand many of us have stayed home and maybe bit tired, but we still want to protect ourselves and our loved ones. So, start from small things like remembering what you really want to do, where you can start or learn, who you want to be etc. When we all out of the situation, you can start immediately.

Have a lovely week!

Message of Spring Equinox 2020

The world right now in madness of the new virus.

But, our life always move no matter what happens in this world.

It is Spring Equinox on March 20, 2020, and this is the day Spring starts. You might not feel you have Spring at this moment and under this condition. But, flowers are blooming, birds are singing and animals are waking up from long sleep.

What message we have for this year’s spring equinox? The message I got is “enjoy your life and this moment with full of love and appreciation.”

In this time, we can easily see negative side or living by fears. I believe we need to careful about how you live now to protect yourself, your loved ones and others. But, it does not mean you should live in fears. I believe you have common sense to follow and slow the virus to spread. But, we cannot only see in negative side of this situation. You might feel like you are stuck at home, but you could have time with your kids or with yourself more than before. You might need to go to work anyway, but, it means you are needed in different way than others. There is no superior or inferior in our life, just we play different roles. So, please try to find something good, somethings that you usually cannot do. I know it is not fun to stay hone for a long time or you need to go to work anyway. But, there is something for you that only you can find in this time.

Our life is precious, and you now know more than ever because of this situation. So, appreciate everything you experience now.

You might see something really beautiful in this.

Have a beautiful spring!

Weekly Message 2/23-3/1

Start from new moon in Pisces this week and still in Mercury retrograde.

This is quite good time to reflect and dig deeper into your past and wounds from the past. Or imagine good old days. 🙂

Pisces is the sign of emotions, feelings and intuition. So, whether you like it or not, this new moon and retrograde affect your mood.

But, no worry, you are not alone. Many people are unconsciously follow the universe.

If you have a chance to meet old friends, just enjoy.

If your memories come back, if that is good one, enjoy. And if that is hard one, then, stop and reflect. And release. It is really good time to change for better you and better life.

The message I received for this week is “follow your intuition or gut feelings. if you feel it is right, then, do. If you feel it is not right, stop. It is simple. Just remember to live in sync with yourself and the universe. You will be amazingly surprised how the universe supports you.”

Following your intuition or gut feelings is often difficult if you always rely on thinking.

But, our life is not always logical, but often more working mysterious way.

So, trust yourself this week and learn it.

The universe, God is always supporting for your highest good.

Do not worry too much of anything, but, just feel it.

Have a lovely week!

Happy Valentine’s Day!

February 14th is Valentine’s Day.

Whether you have time with your loved ones, friends or families, or yourself, it is the time to celebrate and appreciate love.

If you feel lovely on this day, it is ok.

And, please know that there is a time for everything.

You might have time with not you wanna be, but enjoy the time.

You might need to work or just have regular day, but please treat you with love.

Everything has its time, so, relax now, and go with the flow.

Then, you will see what God stores for you in His time.

I understand it is difficult sometimes, but, trust how it works.

And, when you wanna be in rush and lose some peace because you desperately want to get something, just stop and take a big breath.

If you have what you always wanted, appreciate what you have and know sometimes we have some bitterness in your life, but it is always needed to learn how you are blessed.

So, relax and take a deep breath.

Enjoy the moment.

Happy Valentine’s Day!

“There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to tear down and a time to build, a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, a time to search and a time to give up, a time to keep and a time to throw away, a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace. What do workers gain from their toil? I have seen the burden God has laid on the human race. He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end. I know that there is nothing better for people than to be happy and to do good while they live. That each of them may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all their toil—this is the gift of God. I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that people will fear him. Whatever is has already been, and what will be has been before; and God will call the past to account. And I saw something else under the sun: In the place of judgment—wickedness was there, in the place of justice—wickedness was there. I said to myself, “God will bring into judgment both the righteous and the wicked, for there will be a time for every activity, a time to judge every deed.” I also said to myself, “As for humans, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. Surely the fate of human beings is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath; humans have no advantage over animals. Everything is meaningless. All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return. Who knows if the human spirit rises upward and if the spirit of the animal goes down into the earth?” So I saw that there is nothing better for a person than to enjoy their work, because that is their lot. For who can bring them to see what will happen after them?”

‭‭Ecclesiastes‬ ‭3:1-22‬ ‭NIV‬‬

https://www.bible.com/111/ecc.3.1-22.niv

Weekly Message 2/11-2/16

The full moon we had last weekend was so big and beautiful.

The energy was really gentle and feminine.

I believe some people have had little bit tough time in January through the Lunar New Year.

But, like the full moon, your life will be gentler than the beginning of 2020.

The message I received for this week is “life is short, so kind to one sniffer and have more gratitudes to people, things and experiences you have had to create you now.”

Our life is not always smooth, but ups and downs.

But, when you are in hard time, try to find some good things in your life.

Appreciate your life.

Appreciate what you experienced.

We wanna avoids difficult times, but, we all have these times.

If you feel you are in dark place, feel it first, then, appreciate the place where you are now.

If you could do, you will see the light and the end of the tunnel.

Life is sweet.

We just need to have some bitterness to learn how amazing our life is and God and the Universe harmonize everything we have, and lead us to the best way and the best things we can experience these things.

So, say thank you to everything you have experienced and have had.

Your life will be amazing.